Taking back what's mine.
Why is that?
I’m going to become human.
It must be nice.
Fuck you, Dominic. You piece of shit. You’re the worst creation that God ever made. What’s your purpose? You don’t serve one, so why are you here? You’re an inconsiderate fucker and you suck at life and every thing you do or will ever do. No one loves and no one ever will. The sincerest Fuck you, from Dominic.
And I’ll probably never know the truth.
You think this is a game.
I can’t believe that.
There’s nothing that I want more than to hold you or at least kiss you.. I just want to show you something before its all done.
But don’t just say it… You should sing my name. Pretend that its a song, because forever it’s yours..
You and I both.
You don’t realize what you got until its gone.
And I always said I’ll just leave you alone and you said that was stupid… Not so stupid now.
If we would have talked, you’re not supposed to keep stuff bottled up… I ALWAYS said communication is key, and there we go showing for it.
I can’t even count how many times I asked you what was wrong on Saturday night, so don’t blame me for shit!
I’m becoming my father more and more everyday, and more and more everyday, I don’t want to be alive.
WOOOOOOOWWWWWWW! I freaking knew it!!!!! Maaaaaaan… Now I’m even more pissed!
Is that all?
Just tell me all that they said.
What other problems?
Okay. What else?
And I’m to blame for that?
Okay. What else?
Too many things that you won’t even say.
I just want to know what your parents said…
Because I’ve never seen you act like that, and I don’t talk to girls that act like that. As far as I knew, YOU showed no effort because you didn’t even talk to or look at me. You’ll never understand why I’m acting the way I’m acting right now, I guess.
I’m just going to stop getting mad now, because I clearly fuck myself in the ass when I get mad.
But according to you that night we were done. Also, I thought it wasn’t that big of a deal.
I NEVER SAID IT WASN’T!
And I just asked for one thing and you couldn’t even tell me.
Change? Why are you trying to change me? I was trying to change myself, but I guess I’m not allowed to get mad and question what your problem is.
Like last night, you let me waste my energy.
Well, then why’d you let me try? Why’d you let me waste my breath?
Isn’t it just like you said about December? You were mad? I can’t be mad?
Its private to your parents.. Right or wrong?
Your actions definitely say otherwise.
I posted on Tumblr., and it couldn’t stay private. Nothing ever stays private. If it would have, things would be fine right now. Probably not though.
Don’t worry about something that you don’t care about.
Yeah, I’m definitely sticking to my plan from last night now.
Wow… Really? You really don’t care.
This is the worst point I’ve ever been in my life.. I’ve never had to try so hard to fake a smile. I’ve never felt so drained for no reason. I’ve never had this little bit of will to do nothing. It’s like I’m not even alive.. I’m just existing… I’m just here.
This is accurate.
I’m done with every thing. Church… School… Life… Love… Happiness… I just don’t care anymore honestly.